hey guys...  how are you?  I know I havent had a real update in a while lol...  well I broke up with Corey this afternoon.  Things just havent been good between us, and there was just something that was missing these days, just that certain spark.  Just a lot going on.  And I talked to him about it last week, and i finally made my decision, so it's over.  It hurts a lot, but i think i'll be ok.  It was one of those things where I was ok thinking about it, but once i did it i couldnt stop crying, i dont know what I'm going to do now, but I know I cant focus on this, you know?  and we'll still be friends, i know we will.

I have the day off today, thats pretty exciting.  I closed 4 nights in a row, and last night was just a horrible night for me.  Just everything going wrong, and the people I worked with didnt work, and i had to deck scrub.  Thats when you have to scrub the floor with a broom.  Well its split up so sunday through thursday there's one section to do, and i had to do 3/4 of the floor this week!  So last night was the non-smoking section and you can not get it done because noone wants to sit in smoking, it was crazy!  aaahhh  But Ashley left me a note telling me that she hopes i have a better night, it was sweet!

I gotta go take a shower and stuff, so I will talk to you guys later!  love you all!

Notice me
Take my hand
Why are we
Strangers when
Our love is strong
Why carry on without me?

Everytime I try to fly
I fall without my wings
I feel so small
I guess I need you baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, it's haunting me
I guess I need you baby

-Britney Spears-

You guys will have a lot of fun with this <3

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<3 Nicole is so ____ and I want to ____ and ____ her.

<3 If Nicole were an animal she would be a ____.

<3 Nicole is _____ at times.

<3 Nicole's favorite person is _____.

<3 Nicole has a crush on _____.

<3 Nicole is a ____ person.

<3 Nicole the _____ to my _____.

<3 If Nicole was in a band she would play the ______ because ______.

<3 Nicole was raised by a pack of wild ___________.

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<3 Your name _______. (optional)

hey all!  i had a pretty good day, it was my day off so i was excited.  i got my hair done.  I have been wanting to get it highlighted for a while now and it just hasnt happened, but i went today to do it.  Here's a pic:

Now I'm just home cooking dinner..  Chicken and rice, then I'm gonna play a video game and go to bed, not too much planned.  I have to work 12-8 tomorrow afternoon.  Fun, fun!  I'm eating White Chocolate Raspberry yogurt, its sooo good! 

I should go do laundry now.  Hope you all are doing good!!!!  *muah*

A is for - Age: 21
B is for - Boyfriend: Corey <3
C is for - Career in future: unsure
D is for - Dad's name: Jim
E is for - Essential item to bring to a party: a camera
F is for - Favorite song at the moment: "Streets of Heaven" - Sherrie Austin
G is for - Good movie you recently saw:  I watched Serendipity this morning
H is for - Hometown: Bellaire
I is for - Instruments you play: Trumpet, baritone
J is for - Job title: Service Associate
K is for - Kids: dont have any, but want some
L is for - Living arrangement: with my mom and dad
M is for - Mom's name: Cindy
N is for - Number of people you've slept with: 6
O is for - Overnight hospital stays: 0
P is for - Phobia[s]: birds
Q is for - Quote: "A best friend is someone who knows the song in your heart and is there to sing it back to you when you'bve forgotten the words"
R is for - Right (what's on your right):  a couch
S is for - siblings: 2 brothers
T is for - Time you wake up: about 9
U is for - Unique trait: really don't have any
V is for - Vegetable you love: broccoli
W is for - Worst habit: over reacting to things
X is for - X-rays done: none
Y is for - Yummy food you make: spaghetti
Z is for - Zodiac sign: aries